Cian I can't thank you enough for helping me understand my work at a new level through this essay. I have a few clients doing this kind of integration - moving my thesis into their own language, deepening it through their lived experiences, making it into the medicine that serves people they can relate with - and it's an exchange in co-creation I had always hoped for. I am going to read this a few more times!
Christina, this lands deeply. The work you've done with me created the container where these insights could finally crystallize—and now watching them translate into language that serves others feels like the natural completion of that loop.
What you said about co-creation being an exchange, not just transmission—I'm living that now. Your thesis became my embodied experience, which became this essay, which is now feeding back into how you understand your own work. That's the third thing that couldn't exist unless we connected.
Thank you for being the kind of teacher who wants students to surpass the teaching. That's rare. 🙏
Yes! Total co-creation. I want to be kind of the doula I think in my placement in the chain of how change works and the person that helps others right when they are ready to share their medicine in a real, human way! Nothing I teach is new to me, nor did it originate from my own thoughts, all of it is some kind of loop, from a clients own consciousness or from things I have learned from clients or teachers. No one is the guru :)
Ok sheer curiosity kept me reading, and I believe this is the most grounded you're becoming, I sense it, stay there, let it take root and stabilize the electricity and its inner fire. And trust in the process without the mental formations 😉.
I realize you didn't ask but I'm gonna share what's arising to share anyway 🤣
As I read to the end, I thought omg, he needs to stay there at Patcha Mama a little longer 🤣. Because returning to the electrical energy field and its frequencies that draws your energies up into those areas u mentioned will pull you back into the mind, its mental constructs and out of Presence with the new frequencies/grounding being weaved atm.
Don't feel guilty about the discharge, you humananed, and your being was in awareness. Although this is very rare for me and using visualization; I've had to do that to create space at times too in the past. And having come out the other side, I'm at peace.
The mind doesn't tell us that in the circumstance because you're "in awareness", you did what was necessary to help the energetic buildup move via n out of you 🤔, its like "creating some space" for the new to emerge. It cannot emerge where there is no space 🤔.
Uncertainty is like a thief that preys on your vulnerability, and softening can feel vulnerable, it is not the way the masculine mind thinks.
And the lesson becomes, healing the underlying "aversion" and all of its interconnection of guilt, shame, self-crucifixion you felt, created, and did every time you embraced your human desire because of all the judgements around it. Remember, its also "NOT" all yours, some if not majority is "collective programs too" of "how" we were taught to wield these energies not necessarily for our highest outcome... lots of Pendulums here, you're in the heart of its healing.
Stillness can only emerge after we're deeply grounded. Allow this grounded magnetism to expand "slowly" as you connect with "your inner body".
After we've moved out of our way, Stillness comes to the forefront to do what it does, sometimes its silent, other times via words 😉 and you learn to "trust" whats happening without conceptualizing it, and we don't get to control or direct it, IF we try, then thats ego back online 😊.
Eckhart says, you can choose: Stillness, Ego, or the Pain-Body.
I'm deep in my practices of Stillness 😇🙏✨️. See you on the other side 🙏😇✨️
Yeah there’s no judgement here. What happened was what happened! I suspect i wouldn’t have included it if there was judgement. And…I’m here for at least another two weeks!
Cian I can't thank you enough for helping me understand my work at a new level through this essay. I have a few clients doing this kind of integration - moving my thesis into their own language, deepening it through their lived experiences, making it into the medicine that serves people they can relate with - and it's an exchange in co-creation I had always hoped for. I am going to read this a few more times!
Christina, this lands deeply. The work you've done with me created the container where these insights could finally crystallize—and now watching them translate into language that serves others feels like the natural completion of that loop.
What you said about co-creation being an exchange, not just transmission—I'm living that now. Your thesis became my embodied experience, which became this essay, which is now feeding back into how you understand your own work. That's the third thing that couldn't exist unless we connected.
Thank you for being the kind of teacher who wants students to surpass the teaching. That's rare. 🙏
Yes! Total co-creation. I want to be kind of the doula I think in my placement in the chain of how change works and the person that helps others right when they are ready to share their medicine in a real, human way! Nothing I teach is new to me, nor did it originate from my own thoughts, all of it is some kind of loop, from a clients own consciousness or from things I have learned from clients or teachers. No one is the guru :)
That’s the best way 🙏🔥😎 when there’s nobody here to own anything, transmission becomes clear and life much easier when we don’t try to own everything
Ok sheer curiosity kept me reading, and I believe this is the most grounded you're becoming, I sense it, stay there, let it take root and stabilize the electricity and its inner fire. And trust in the process without the mental formations 😉.
I realize you didn't ask but I'm gonna share what's arising to share anyway 🤣
As I read to the end, I thought omg, he needs to stay there at Patcha Mama a little longer 🤣. Because returning to the electrical energy field and its frequencies that draws your energies up into those areas u mentioned will pull you back into the mind, its mental constructs and out of Presence with the new frequencies/grounding being weaved atm.
Don't feel guilty about the discharge, you humananed, and your being was in awareness. Although this is very rare for me and using visualization; I've had to do that to create space at times too in the past. And having come out the other side, I'm at peace.
The mind doesn't tell us that in the circumstance because you're "in awareness", you did what was necessary to help the energetic buildup move via n out of you 🤔, its like "creating some space" for the new to emerge. It cannot emerge where there is no space 🤔.
Uncertainty is like a thief that preys on your vulnerability, and softening can feel vulnerable, it is not the way the masculine mind thinks.
And the lesson becomes, healing the underlying "aversion" and all of its interconnection of guilt, shame, self-crucifixion you felt, created, and did every time you embraced your human desire because of all the judgements around it. Remember, its also "NOT" all yours, some if not majority is "collective programs too" of "how" we were taught to wield these energies not necessarily for our highest outcome... lots of Pendulums here, you're in the heart of its healing.
Stillness can only emerge after we're deeply grounded. Allow this grounded magnetism to expand "slowly" as you connect with "your inner body".
After we've moved out of our way, Stillness comes to the forefront to do what it does, sometimes its silent, other times via words 😉 and you learn to "trust" whats happening without conceptualizing it, and we don't get to control or direct it, IF we try, then thats ego back online 😊.
Eckhart says, you can choose: Stillness, Ego, or the Pain-Body.
I'm deep in my practices of Stillness 😇🙏✨️. See you on the other side 🙏😇✨️
Yeah there’s no judgement here. What happened was what happened! I suspect i wouldn’t have included it if there was judgement. And…I’m here for at least another two weeks!
Thanks for reading 🙏