Such sweet writing I absolutely love this wrap, its the 1st one I've read with a sense of lightness of sorts, because its relatable AND also being aware of the Pendulums perhaps my practice have grounded a bit more and there is no pull because I'm practicing Stillness from pure awareness, like the karma yoga and the okayness of not remembering everything I read, yet the part that landed most is the refrigerator because I felt a sort of liberation in its transmission as I energetically found my way through what seemed like an inner state of nothingness, no excitement, no nothing really when it comes to direction, or service, goals etc.
A fire is lit, I allow it, unedited, letting it speak as it wish, gramatically incorrect or not, I want to say fxxk all those rules, Pendulums too 😂 and the THE REFRAME... feels like a dance i can easily indulge in some intoxicating fun, pleasurable way, yes I get this excitement from intelligence, wisdom highs 😂, why the fxxx not... at least joying my way through it feels liberating or something about it anyways... 💃✨️😇🙏
Because today I'm tired, tired of managing pendulum feedings apparently 😂
Still softening, Charlotte thoroughly enjoyed my convo with her once she woke up btw after your help this AM, she is singing loudly to Amy Whitehouse or some jazz type something atm as she joyfully self-cares. It was one of the most softest conversations we've ever had. The softest she's ever experienced me, and the softness is tough for me atm because they've started me on another oral heart med and fatigue from weakness is a side effect. Seeing my Cardio tomorrow AM because it keeps wiping me out when my arteries opens up (its not used to do that much, so my BP drops) anyway, Thank you again 🙏😇✨️. Charlotte is high on bliss atm 😂🙏😇✨️🙏💃
Such sweet writing I absolutely love this wrap, its the 1st one I've read with a sense of lightness of sorts, because its relatable AND also being aware of the Pendulums perhaps my practice have grounded a bit more and there is no pull because I'm practicing Stillness from pure awareness, like the karma yoga and the okayness of not remembering everything I read, yet the part that landed most is the refrigerator because I felt a sort of liberation in its transmission as I energetically found my way through what seemed like an inner state of nothingness, no excitement, no nothing really when it comes to direction, or service, goals etc.
A fire is lit, I allow it, unedited, letting it speak as it wish, gramatically incorrect or not, I want to say fxxk all those rules, Pendulums too 😂 and the THE REFRAME... feels like a dance i can easily indulge in some intoxicating fun, pleasurable way, yes I get this excitement from intelligence, wisdom highs 😂, why the fxxx not... at least joying my way through it feels liberating or something about it anyways... 💃✨️😇🙏
Because today I'm tired, tired of managing pendulum feedings apparently 😂
Still softening, Charlotte thoroughly enjoyed my convo with her once she woke up btw after your help this AM, she is singing loudly to Amy Whitehouse or some jazz type something atm as she joyfully self-cares. It was one of the most softest conversations we've ever had. The softest she's ever experienced me, and the softness is tough for me atm because they've started me on another oral heart med and fatigue from weakness is a side effect. Seeing my Cardio tomorrow AM because it keeps wiping me out when my arteries opens up (its not used to do that much, so my BP drops) anyway, Thank you again 🙏😇✨️. Charlotte is high on bliss atm 😂🙏😇✨️🙏💃
It’s my joy to hear that from you. I’m happy that Charlotte is singing her heart out, that’s the kind of medicine she needs 🙏🥳
CORRECTION: AUTOCORRECT turned REFRAME into Refrigerator 😂😂😂😂... i meant Reframe 😂😂😂