Giving up on Samadhi - Day 4 of Solo Tantric Retreat - Video
Giving up on Samadhi. Day 4, and I started to see stark differences between my own experiences of past Zen retreats, and the current solo tantric retreat.
Most of the practices I've engaged in have been about self-liberation. Feeling better, finding out who I am, and such.
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These Tantric practices are very different, and have a different focus.
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These tantric practices are focused on unwinding the karmic forces that binds one into this 3D realm, creating an internal, external, and causal forces.
I talk about the 3D, 4D, and 5D representations of our beings, similar to the buddhist Nirmanakaya, Sambokakaya, and Dharmakayas.
For the rest in the series check out:
The Reason I've stopped Meditating
Giving up on Samadhi