Day 4, and I started to see stark differences between my own experiences of past Zen retreats, and the current solo tantric retreat.

Most of the practices I’ve engaged in have been about self-liberation. Feeling better, finding out who I am, and such.

Samadhi is when spontaneous joy arises for no external reason, just from meditation. It’s the most wonderful feeling ever. ๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ข๐˜ญ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ.

๐€๐ง๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ˆ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ ๐จ.

These Tantric practices are very different, and have a different focus.

My teacher talks about ๐๐ข๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐›๐ž๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐๐ข๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฉ๐š๐ญ๐ก๐ฌ, ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐š๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐š๐›๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ-๐ฅ๐ข๐›๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง.

That is why ๐˜ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ ๐˜š๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช, meditation, and other practices that are focused on non-dual states, self-liberation, and compassion alone.

These tantric practices are focused on unwinding the karmic forces that binds one into this 3D realm, creating an internal, external, and causal forces.

I talk about the 3D, 4D, and 5D representations of our beings, similar to the buddhist Nirmanakaya, Sambokakaya, and Dharmakayas.

 

For the rest in the series check out:

Day 1 Solo Tantric Retreat

The Reason I’ve stopped Meditating

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