{"id":1358,"date":"2018-08-20T21:00:29","date_gmt":"2018-08-20T21:00:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.somewhere.ca\/?p=1358"},"modified":"2021-02-16T09:17:11","modified_gmt":"2021-02-16T14:17:11","slug":"not-mine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.mindhacker.com\/2018\/08\/20\/not-mine\/","title":{"rendered":"Not Mine – Not-Self. No… A MindHacker Poem"},"content":{"rendered":"
Not Mine<\/p>\n
When I move
\nI move with the notion
\nThat its my own
\nVolition.<\/p>\n
How can it be other
\nThan this
\nKnowing from experience
\nAnd feedback.<\/p>\n
Knowing from feedback
\nIs circular defense
\nOf my argument for
\nChoice.<\/p>\n
The pattern of choice
\nIs built with feedback
\nAs a sensation
\nFuck.<\/p>\n
A moment of clarity
\nCreates anxiety
\nThen Chaos
\nGod.<\/p>\n
Drop.
\nI\u2019m drowning in emptiness.
\nThere\u2019s no there here.
\nOr here there.<\/p>\n
Mind.
\nLet\u2019s go of ‘mine’.
\nAnd yours.
\nThe body is still there.<\/p>\n
Mine.
\nIs just a sensation.
\nPermeating all experience.
\nThe water we swim in.<\/p>\n
Not Mine.
\nNot.
\nSelf.<\/p>\n
No..<\/a>.<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Not Mine When I move I move with the notion That its my own Volition. How can it be other Than this Knowing from experience And feedback. Knowing from feedback Is circular defense Of my argument for Choice. The pattern of choice Is built with feedback As a sensation Fuck. A moment of clarity Creates […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1359,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,10],"tags":[22,73,85,144,149,173,174,212,236,239,242,243,244,245],"yoast_head":"\n